new life.

My life comes back to normal .
Don't wan argue and fight for my rights anymore.

I listen what my parents say.
I do whatever they like.

I stay at DR.
as they wish.

I've tired. I don't want to think about transfer school anymore.
Juz forget about this thing n carry on my life.

But, I wont forget yesterday forever.
is FOREVER.

almoz crying whole day in the house.

I hate everything. 
I hate why I dnt have a chance to choose my sch ?
I hate why I cnt go to a new school and improve myself ?
I hate why my parents dnt support me but my English teacher keep supporting me ?

*my English teacher.
He's the one who understands me. He knows what I like.
He knows I've found my school type.
 he knows I've chosen what is gud for me.

I tell him what I worry about.
*kokurikulum
*English Oral test at thr
*Cannot communicate well
*my parents don't support me


He told me,
kokurikulum is okay.. form4 can active in kokurikulum thr n catch up.
Oral test and communicating are not the problem.
I can speak well wif him, same as there.

he said my results vry gud in DR, they will sure take me.
although there're alot straight As thr. 


But the most important thing,
FAMILY's SUPPORT.

he asked me, my parents support me transfer or not ?
parents' support is vry important .
I cried at there.

yea. No One support me.
my parents don't want listen what i said .

just telling me, being a top girl in DR is better than going to Convent.
why wan suffer myself to compete with others ?


LOL. I juz wan to have a try n new life at there.
at Convent, no teacher knows I'm the 1st in DR.

they won't force me to achieve anything.

there're a lot clever n pro girls which are better than me.
I can learn a lot from them.
I think I will improve my academic at there without getting too much stress.

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haha.
It's just a dream.

I will never have a chance to transfer anymore.

my parents don't listen to me.
My mum doesn't want to hlp me to apply the form.

Although I've cried many times. They WON'T change their mind.
they just escape the topic and keep treating me gud.
They want me hapi.

But I dnt like to talk with them now.
Give me some time.

I will forget about that and continue to be their good daughter.


Keep crying yesterday.
But start from today, I wake up.

Wipe the tears. and the life goes on...

Nothing I can do for now.
just STAY AT DR and CONTINUE the life.


Scouts need me, Jaycees Club need me, Basketball club need me,
Prefects need me , Speech Competition need me.

Now,
I just do the best of my abilities and help those to achieve the best in school.


But,
I reli tired. I don't wan to force myself becoming a top girl anymore.
so suffer for what ? why I wan to force myself become so stress ?


haha. I will just try my best.

the results and the teacher?
I DON'T THINK they are vry important anymore.

I live for myself.
Not for them.
Not for the stress the teachers give.

That's my life.
I wan to control it and make it better.


haha. I'm GLAD becoz I've known what I wan to do now.

Start my really new Form 4  life today ! :)